Two Faced

You want to know a secret?

You should be good at those

You told you're lies to your friends

And got whatever guy you chose

You date the good ones and bad ones

Even the ugly ones too

You date whoever

Just as long as they'll have you

I know it's all an act

All just a misserable game

You toy around with every guy

Until they go insane

Maybe Time to Go

I want to leave you now

But I'm not ready yet

It's hard to hope for things

You know you'll never get

I should just grow up

I know you never will

It's hard for me to say this

My minds confused still

My heart is tired of hurting

You only ignore my cries

You fail to see what's in front of you

Keep telling yourself these lies

I'm sick of useless hoping

I'm sick of all my pain

I wish you would just leave

And never come back again

Maybe now it's finally over

Maybe I can live my life

Maybe I'll stop thinking about you

I'll put an end to all my strife

To Him #4

I cried for you

The first day that we met

I know it sounds crazy

But you're hard to forget

Surely you don't

Feel the same way

I'm sure if you did

There'd be more left to say

You make me nervous

And intimidat me

Just watching you

Drive me to insanity

You don't know my thoughts

I wish that you did

Cause my feelings for you

Aren't easily said

-Abigail Lane

To Him #3

Day in and day out

You're on my mind

My thoughts flutter to you

Love is not kind

You don't know me

I hardly know you

But if you give me a chance

I swear I'll be true

I don't know how you feel

Maybe you're scared

But I've never felt this way

I swear I've never cared

Repeatedly I write to you

These words you'll never see

I openly give my heart to you

Would you give yours to me?

Heart's Taken

I got lost in your eyes

The deep abyss

Tell me your lies

To make up for absence

The color purple

Never was

My confusion runs

Just as yours does

Do you notice my eyes?

As they fall for you

You won't hear my cries

I know this is true

I'll put up with your games

And never win

I'll ignore your claims

Time and time again

Your body's mature

But your mind is a child's

Don't be so careful

Let loose for a while

Now I realize

You can't fall for my eyes

You've been long claimed

To my surprise

-Abigail Lane

To Him #2

You always look

I never glance

You see me

But won't give the chance

I don't understand

The games you play

Stop your ways

I know you won't stay

-Abigail Lane

To Him #1

My blood runs cold, blue eyes wide

I know not what to do

When all my heart ever feels

Are these deep feelings for you

I wish to stop all my pain

But still you stay away

My love for you will never end

Till the last of all the days

-Abigail Lane